I was born without a filter.
That’s not true. I used to have one, but somewhere around college, I found my voice and it has been hard to silence ever since.
I call my craft wit.
Others call it inappropriate.
I never intend to be offensive…but sometimes my best intentions fall short and sarcasm settles on sensitive souls.
So I understand the struggle from the mind to the mouth. And I get the well-meaning wisdom of strangers that stumble into conversation with me at the park and sneak a peak into my frenetic flight of foster motherhood.
But sometimes, casual comments make me wince and the checkout line with five crazy kids crying and clinging and complaining isn’t a great place to go deeper with this sort of thing. So I just smile and nod and raise my eyebrows just enough to show surprise at what was just uttered. Friends, strangers, family, neighbors.
No one is immune from thinking after you speak.
I see your heart, people. And I know you can’t feel the weight of your words.
So I’ve made a
short list of some sentences to leave out of our next conversation:
There’s always an extra kid tagging along in our family-it can be confusing, I get it, but this question feels so sterile. Try “gosh, he’s cute, have I met him before?”
This statement prompts my brain’s fight or flight mode. I can’t always find the energy to engage in recruiting new foster parents or list the many reasons we aren’t qualified either.
It’s cold. It implies that I’m heartless and you are full of compassion.
AND THIS ONE SHOULD NEVER BE UTTERED. EVER…
Cringe. Transitions are traumatizing enough. This comment cuts to the core and seems the most insensitive of all. Foster kids are our kids…even if for only a season. We don’t just “get another one” because this one isn’t replaceable.
Enough with the say-nots because we are all (yes, me too) skilled at saying the wrong things. It’s advantageous to know the right phrases to articulate.
Pick one of these next time you talk to a foster mama:
Foster care is a battlefield. We need warriors willing to stand in the gap.
Court, visitation, staffings, phone calls, drop in home visits, home studies and other awesomely time-consuming activities abound in foster care. I’m tired just typing it all.
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Words of affirmation never stop short of filling up my soul.
Seriously. Someone did this for me several months ago. #bestgiftever
This is one of the brightest rays of sunshine that I bask in on this journey. I can’t stand to cook and I don’t care what you bring.
Basically, cook me dinner and watch my kids while I take a nap.
Kidding. For the most part.
But for real, though. No need to tip toe around conversation or act like this journey we’re on is a burden. We know it’s hard and time consuming and it’s draining the life out of us at times.
Keep speaking and say something.
And even if what you say is awkward or out of line or insensitive, we’re thankful to know you see our sacrifice.
Worst case scenario, your words give our community comradery and a whole lot of laughs.